Wednesday, April 3, 2013

change for better or for worse?? feign change , compulsion change, change for change sake...

Any person needs change. We used to have one of our relatives daughter, Rebecca, in our house for a while. She likes to stay with us, but certainly she wanted to go to her village back after one or two weeks stay with us, and again after she had been to her village she likes to come back to us.  That is the little world of Rebecca, where she can enjoy the change on and off. 
People need change and for that change they opt for any sort of life within the reach.  They demolish the houses and build the houses in the same site, or go in purchase of new houses, or construct new houses in new places. They sell their cars and buy new brands, or change the color of the car or the house at given time. They sell the furniture and again buy the furniture for the sake of beautification of the house or for better comfort. 
So is with the attire, hardly we come across with a person who do not like the change. But there are people who stick to the old fashioned life and style without any change in their behaviour or life. Even after 10 or 20 years of your visit to their home the same old furniture would be there laying , decaying or with dust, the same rags of clothes laying in bundles in their boxes, the same old blouses and vessels every where laying with dents and dirt on them. 
They never go for a new thing, even if they go the old thing cannot be taken away from their style of life. 
Some people just cannot stay with the same people or same surroundings more than an year. But some people live with the same known places all through their lives,even at the brink of stress and shame. 
These are two catargory people, some talk big words about health, cleanliness, and religion, But once you see their personal life there is no discipline in none of the areas of life. All that they expertise would be in only area which is necessary in life , and without which they have no identification in life. 
Life is different from the practice, and words we utter. There is much ado over nothing . people feel that they are very important , but when you visit a new place new homes you are nothing there. No body would heed your word, even your wise words will be taken to make fun of.  Though you know where you are respected and cozy and comfortable, you cannot stay in that place all through your life knowing very well you do not have hold in other places. 
In the name of responsibility or better life, or  relaxation, or for better chances, to better yourself, you seek to go to new places , only to be disappointed again and again. 
You can create your own world of comfort wherever you are. with the available resources within reach.  you cannot achieve more than what you all ready achieved or able to achieve in the place you are accustomed.  Sometimes we move to different places to satisfy our own ego, to tell people that we are wanted by some body else , and we need to fulfill some more responsibilities, or show the world that we have accessibility to new ventures. All is futile and vain. 
Nothing is true in this world,  The saviour is there allways wherever you are, unless you go  and travel whole world like the st. Paul there is no meaning in your voyages, or desire for change. 
We also think that we will be used in different places by God, no, no, its a myth, If God wants to use you He can use you where you are, right in your place, But what about the missionaries who travelled to one end of the world to another end . why those people became prey to the cannibals in the jungles when they wanted to preach them. They can sit at home and been used by God at home, certainly.  But why all this confustion. Some people are called to travel like Paul, and some people are expected to stay back wherever they are and serve the people. 
Called by God to visit new places? certainly not to the better places than yours, certainly not. people going from India to England and America and  settle there on the plea the country needed your work is all trash. Do not believe such people. They want to have better comforts than in India. If they are called by God they must go to a lesser places and lesser people. The missionaries in those countries are enough to revive those places. Like Hudson Taylor go to china where life bitter, not comfort zone. Like William Carey go to slums of India, from a better country of your origin.  Like Livingston go to Africa where you do not have minimum comforts of life. That is the real call, going to America and getting better education for your children and grand children on pretext of preaching to that country and visiting India now and then like a political campaign is only feign walk of religion. 
God is available even India, you can be a witness even there, do not cheat your self that you can be useful only in foreign country, But in case you are in that country on a job basis, well and good to serve God where you are posted, but telling people God called you to go and settle in better country is only cheating others and cheating your self and God. 
Change and change whare this change about? is this for better or for worse ? why the change? for self? or for others? 
How the change takes place by fair means or by trampling others?
when this changes occurs in your ripe time of youth or at the autumn of age?
Answers to these questions give the real perception of life and guide you in better way 

,Helen Keller is a world renowned deaf-blind who wrote many articles and books. Although she became blind at nineteen months old and deaf soon after, she led a very active life for more than eighty years. At the age of seventy-three, when most people are retired, Helen started working on a new book "Teacher" which was published two years later. Helen continued to live to a ripe old age of 88 when she died in 1968.

George Burns (1896-1996) famous comedian once said, "Age to me means nothing. I can't get old; I ‘m working. I was old when I was twenty-one and out of work. As long as you are working you stay young. "

For fifty-three years of a tireless ministry, John Wesley called himself "a man of one book" the Bible. He wrote over 200 books, edited a magazine, completed dictionaries in four languages - all in his own handwriting. He crisscrossed England on a horseback for a total of some 250,000 miles. For years he averaged twenty miles a day. He preached 40,000 sermons and rarely less than two a day and often seven, eight or even more. At the age of eighty three, he was still writing books and sermons for fifteen hours a day. At age eihty-six, he was still preaching twice a day.

Corrie ten Boom , a Dutch evangelist, started to travel around the world to preach the message of God's love through Christ in her sixties. She continued her worldwide evangelistic activities until her eighties. For years, she traveled alone, preaching the Gospel of Christ in Cuba,America, Germany, South Africa, Japan, Bermuda, New Zealand, Australia, Spain, England, Denmark, Taiwan, Israel, India, Korea, Argentina,Eastern Europe, Russia.
When she was not in Holland, her travels took her to places for anyone to believeWhen she was not in Holland, her travels took her to places for anyone to believe. Who could believe that this old lady was in the midst of Civil Wars in Africa? Who could believe that she was so close to the fighting in Vietnam where she hears bullets snicking and whizzing through the foliage? But there she was in Vietnam crawling creakily out of jeep to deliver the Gospel to a bewildered soldier.
Corrie lived until her ninety-first birthday, Her old age years are much productive than her earlier years.

Here is a list of some more achievers in their old age:
- Miguel Cevantes wrote Don Quixote when he was almost seventy years old.
  • John Milton wrote Paradise Regained when he was sixty-three.
  • Noah Webster wrote his monumental dictionary at age seventy.
  • Benjamin Franklin helped to frame the US Constitution at age eighty-one
  • Alfred Tennyson published the memorable poem Crossing The Bar at age
Eighty three.
- Michelangelo was in his late eighties when he painted some of his  Masterpieces.
- Galileo made his greatest discovery when he was seventy-three.
- Thomas Edison still worked in his laboratory at eighty-three.
  • Arturo Toscanini conducted an orchestra at eighty -seven.
  • Mark Twain wrote "Eve's Diary" and "The $30,000 Bequest" at seventy-one.
  • Titian painted his great work "The Battle of Lepanto" at age ninety-five
and his "Last Supper" at age ninety-nine. 

You are never too old to still achieve in this life as 

C. S. Lewis quotes :
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream ."
It all depends upon your attitude and perspective in life. You can choose to bloom at whatever age you may be. As along as you have the zeal for life and belief in your purposes and pursuits as Amos Bronson Alcott says :
"While one finds company in himself and in his pursuits, he cannot feel old, no matter what his years maybe."

 yes that should be the aim of change, change for better, not for the sake of change alone. .
There is perishable change and profitable change.

Monday, April 1, 2013

Journey mercies


It  was a journey well planned,  and I did have much time and days before I take up the flight, unlike previous trips to USA. At least one month ahead I booked the tickets unlike previous times, wherein, I hardly had time of preparation for the journey. Therefore, I had much time to coax Happy to blurt out what all that mall essentials she needed, with out out which the daily routine life would irritated at every juncture. As usual she said , ‘ we don’t need anything mom, bring plenty of your cloths, that’s all” –But this time I have had time to solace, literally beseech her to know what she needed.  Ultimately she came out with One Sieve, cooker weight, star, ground nut, chilly powder, Ragi flour, etc . So I had time to pick them up and pack them in time without much stress. Abraham was the one who did  all the shopping for me , and Murali was there all the time to give advice and purchase things for me whatever I needed to buy.  In fact I hardly went out to buy anything except for the clothes of jess and Happy,  Medical shop Rajashekar was the other one who got every medicine I needed to the door step.  Uhm.. these thing went on well.
I took a ticket from Vijayawada to Hyderabad by Jet Airways, at the last moment the person  at the counter rejected my second suitcase saying it was domestic flight and would not allow me to take it on board and fined me Rs. 6000/  I was bewildred, however I argued saying it was not like this before with Spicejet airlines through which I travelled showing my eticket  from abroad. He bluntly rejected to hear my argument and stubbornly did not allow me to have boarding pass unless I pay for it.  I was all in confused state, so thought to pay the amount which is not at all deserved for the stuff in side the suitcase.  Murali was beside me , he took the charge to convince the fellow and said, there must be some way to come out of this crisis, and asked him will he allow if we take the luggage pass from another co passanger if he is willing to do so.  He said , may be, it can be possible. So I started to ask the people at the two jet air way counters, and for accommodate me, as most of them were on their trip to banglore or Delhi they could not help me, on the other hand they had their own luggage to board.  I was desperately waiting for some one to accommodate me, there was none, and the time to go into lounge was nearing, at the end one young boy aged 28 or so came along , whose name is Madhu varma who understood my plight  and immediately obliged to take up my cause. The person at the counter again rejected  his help , on plea , that he terminal  was Bangalore. But Madhu varma intelligently argued, ok it is the terminal of my journey, but there would be  a halt for me at Hyderabad, and  I will be there for 3 hours, to go out, so in that case you cannot object me to take luggage passage, till Hyderabad. On the other hand I myself do not have any luggage to take on the board. “ – for which argument the counter fellow had nothing to object, within minutes the confusion was come to an end. And  I was on my way to check the luggage and receive the boarding tickets for the luggage. I did not see Madhu varma again in the waiting lounge or in the flight, of course just I tried to find him out, to thank him again, but I was not succeed, so I left the chance to the wind.  Once I reached Hyderabad, Madhu varma appeared all in sudden out of the blue, and said, ‘ is everything ok with you? You can claim the luggage and proceed to International Air ways building, and he showed the way out to the destiny.”  As he was in hurry to leave, I just had the time to thank him and say, ‘God bless You.’  After which he just disappeared hastily nodding his head bidding  me good bye.
How thankful I am for the timely intelligent advice of Murali and the help rendered by Madhu varma  though I am just a stranger to him.  He was all in all to solve the problem of mine, and the way he intelligently argued with the counter man was just amazing,  in fact he need not argue so intensively to help me, and just avoid to do anything taking the negative remarks of the counter fellow.  But it was not so with him.
Once I got down at the Domestic airlines stop, I was not very much aware of  the rout to International, I  tried to gather my things, but one suitcase was not yet arrived,  it was before I met Madhu varma in the Airport, Hyd.  Then a small boy  volunteered me and enquired and searched for the bag and got it for me and brought the trolly and escorted me all the way to International departures.  So there was no mistakes to commit, and I was safe.  I just paid him to show my gratitude, for which there was a surprised look to see the big note of currency in his palm for such small help. But I thanked him and bid him good bye.
I see the hand of God , again I remembered the promise of God which I recollected prior to the journey at Eluru, in our team prayer.  This promise was given to me in a dream when I was launching the trip to Jerusalem  a few months ago, not knowing john would accompany me for the trip.  It was Genesis 28:15///  I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”   was so true  close to the heart of my life again.   It was He who brought these good people into my life , at the time of need, knowing my weakness, and  dependency.  I thank God for His bountiful  love for a feeble person like me.
 I booked the seats before hand on the flight  so it was not a surprise for me when I was hooked between  two young mothers with a 9 month boy on one side and one year girl on the other side of my seats. First I was regretted tochoose those seats, even though I needed a space to stretch my legs often.  Any way I was ok with the wailing children, because I chose the seats voluntarily.  But once the tiredness of long journey was over after  the take off , I found the 9 month boy was all in all  , head over toes in love with me, He started to shower special smiles, and trying to jump into my lap leaving his mom cozy hug. That reminded me  the SIGN of God for me in my distressed and lonely journies.  Often God send His little angels in the form of little babies, to console me , and to show His omni potent  presence with me.  The two little babies made my jorney quiet wonderful, and I felt it was a special preveilege for me to help young mothers of those God sent babies. 
Soon after  I reached the Dulles airport, my own little grand children Jessica  hasfor kisses, and x stands for hugs for me, she drew a picture of herself and me  and wrote ammamma with her beautiful lovely writing.   And Jayden was there  coming to me and going back to and fro with shy smiles and shy face.  Both game me hugs over the patrician, and  so was Happy  executed to share her much awaited love tome. James was out side at the car waiting for us to come over. Everything was so good and well arranged, and  I thanked God for His wonderful love for me.
I am glad I am able to share this bit of information of God’s dealings in my little life, and His sovereign ways of taking care of little worries also in His magnificent way.  Now a days, the verse 
Philippians4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
has become my favourite quote once again, within new revelation of understanding. , very near to daily life of little incidents. Praise God along with me, for recognize His hand in everything and Thank Him for His love and concern for our little life, and little problems.
If we do not pray we do not receive,  what is the use of calling ourselves that we are chirstians, without asking for His help in every mission of our lives. 
I see our  little Jayden recognizing the help of others by cooing continuously ‘ help me help me help me” so sweetly  he recognizes his limitation of doing things, and seek the expertise help and advice from his 6 year old wise sister, or from dad or mom or me, he knows once he asked for help it would be rendered , and if do not ask , no body knows that he needs our help.  Simple is it so, shouldn’t we ask for help from that all wise GodFather, of ours in every, deed.
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths." (Proverbs 3:5-6)
It is so simple, but our proud heart wants to do things all by ourselves and wanted to get the credit and glory for ourselves. I know a brother  an eminent engineer, who used to pray for every little repair he has to do at home, his brother used to make fun of him, see, my brother is such a big engineer in the Port, but he himself cannot do any thing at home unless he pray.  That brother of him later come to know of the Lord and realized his mistake., ofcourse.
There is beauty in leaning upon God, there is bondage with the God Father when you ask His help, and after all life would be beautiful if only you take His advice in every task of your life.  When Enoch was testified that he walked with God for 300 years of His life means  not more than this I think.
After he became the father of Methuselah, Enoch walked faithfully with God 300 years and had other sons and daughters. Genesis 5:22
Walking with God implies , leaning upon Him, trusting In Him. And living according His will.
Let us just take life in simple erodes , and beautify it with the laces of His touch, and see how much we can enjoy the life cozily, there’s no need to be worried, and confused, and wasting of time or money… everything would be cooly and comfortably  in His will.
Pray for it, gain it, enjoy it.