My laptop had been a great trouble all these days. I could not type on that new laptop due to the cursor jumping up and down without my permission. and the new soft ware made me dizzy sometimes as i did not feel like learning new things at times. especially in software world.
why not these people understand that certain softwares which are good could be retained as they are without making we oldtimers compete with the younger generations/ ? I felt vcery saad when widows xp is going to be out dated. whats the fun in doing so. Atleast they could give us an option that we can keep it if we want it. should they all together wipe it off?
Any way here in Melbourn I found an old laptop with widows xp, and I thank God for it is still working though many unnecessary adverisements are popping up in btween to irritate me. But I am too cautious not to get irritated with these unwelcome advertisements. as I do have the widows xp still working here, i pacify myself that it is good. and better than the other softwares.
I know life is also allways with full of adjustments. some great person said , " only we come to know how matured person you are by the way how well you learn to adjust in life to the new situations, and irritations."
wow, i am still in the process of adjustments knowingly and unknowingly for the better or for worse. !!!
Here in Melbourne I find life is quiet easier, no one to bounce on me, or no one to see whether i am here or not. No one to demand me to do this or to do that. in short I say there is none to pry over me. I am secluded, alone, in the real sense of the word, away from the whole world, only in between the four white walls in the room. this is my life from 8am to 8pm approximately. Then John comes a few exchange of thoughts and sleep... etc.
This scluded life I enjoy in a way.because I do not have any responsiblities i used to attend right back in eluru in my home. .On the other hand i have lot of time to read or write not as an escape to my own world like in usa but cheerfully as I do like it here. See life is only a phase of attitude. every where i am alone either in eluru or in usa or in Melbourne... but only here i am enjoying this loneliness . Its again i say a phse of attitude. In eluru i am alone in my home in midst of so much of busy life. which makes me depressed not having any one to go along. doing things alone eating and cooking alone. everything seems to be a sort of burdensome in the same house once i was very busy with many things at hand. in usa , family of my daughter is there , but they are busy in their own way not having time to spare for me. which make me more depressed than ever. Here in Melbourne john is there but he is busy outside in the office, and the few hours of time he spends with me in good way possible. this makes me not to worry about my lonliness at all.
Good life gives all the tastes of lonliness to me.
