book on Deborah, to tell the world a woman is not just weak vessel, but when she is filled with the Spirit of God she is the mighty weapon in the hands of God. I do not know how many of you read my book on David's first wife Michael., where I really tear up the present day lives of the teenagers, and women who do not have values for married life. To compensate that book I wrote this book titled Theney Teega( BEE) the meaning of the name Deborah. By grace of God though sedentary, I still drag on my life quiet actively as permitted by my age. Then I preparing assignments and notes for the M.a final exams I found my right hand finger was given away, twisting beyond my control, One day I was eating my food on my little dining able and found my right thumb was not cooperating. I was scared.. can I write three hours of exam for five days next week!!? tears oh tears pooling in the eyes, looked up and saw the word of God hanging on the calendar in front of me, Teach me Lord how to battle to my hands, and teach me how to fight with my fingers. PEACE. PEACE. PEACE. Faith gives Peace. of course I did well in my exams by God's grace alone.Each book costs me 40 to 50 thousand rupees to publish, in these days of not having book reading habit, the rich would never buy the book for 30 rupees, the poor are eager to read so I give freely. some friends like you sent 250 rupees for the set of the books of 4 books. I feel thrilled even to receive such small amount, you know the reason? i can print another two copies of books on it,and I am encouraged knowing that this person at least valued the faith in the work of publishing. Never mind I am doing this work for our Lord, so i request you all to pray for my ministry. When I can do, I do-------When I cant do, I teach-----When I cant teach I teach others to teach. So I write books.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017
Saturday, September 9, 2017
Lasting Legacy
At last I got my own website, www.reflectionsmlv.com through which I can reach the world through my writings, I could post all my postings from my blog to the site. This gives me great satisfactions.
People often discourage me of my wont of writing either in English or in Telugu ,online or paperback. I know why I am so much interested to write, the first reason is that God has given me some guidelines, through His word, " This is what the Lord,the God of Israel says: "Write in a book all the words I have spoken to you." Jer 30:2
"then the Lord replied, Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it" ( Internet)
Habakkuk 2;2
Write, therefore, what you have seen, what is now and what will take place later "Rev 1;19
Praise The Lord, my soul, and forget not all His benefits." Ps 103;2
I have a story, I have to share it with others, some call it as testimony, some call it a speech, but I call it,' My walk with God"I cant but share with others, I did it by spoken word, to my family, my students, to my church members, to the public, i spoke about it in TV channels, I wrote in blogs, in letters, in the books, I wrote. I cannot keep quiet without sharing it. Its not ordinary life, I believe that God has special role for me to play for Him, I knew that He dealt with me in special way to reveal His wonderful guidance in ordinary problems of ordinary people like me.
The most important reason for me to write what all that happened, and happening in my life is, I was blessed by the biographies of other children of God, I read by the life stories of other ministers, some of them are William Carey, Hudson Tailor, George Muller, D.L. Moody, Richard Wurmbrand E.H white Oswald Smith Norman Vincent Peel, Most of all Catherine Booth, and Isobel Khun. I used to read Khun's books again and again ,untill I swallowed every word of hers, every incident of her life into my guts and digested and lived. Our Daily Bread,Back to the Bible books, guide Posts Radio series, R.K Murthy speeches were my food and water, along with my sweet Telugu Bible. Every line it was supported by these books and speakers, they changed my life, they moulded my personality. Reading is great hobby, which enriched my spiritual life.
I still remember what books imprinted in my heart in what way.
book reading about the Bible made me happy and live with my Emmanuel till now. With the same hope and prayer i am not taking back from writing and publishing books though its out of fashion for our children of this generation. His command to WRITE is enough for me to write and publish.
Book reading , reading spiritual books gives you a word of coloured spiritual life, it is like climbing up and down of Jacobs ladder like angels, life will be fruitful and useful. This is my answer to all my discourage-rs, to all my negative thoughts
I started writing this journal of my walk with God in the year 1973, not even one day i missed without expressing my love for Him by writing. Being alone with Him in front of my note books and pen, and my computer and key board is my heavenly walk n clouds. There retrospecting He is, and I am by reflecting retrospecting and reliving the incidents that all that happened in the past.
. Remember the wonders he has done, His miracles, and the judgments He pronounced. Psl 105;5
I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago." Ps 77:11
Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way. He guided you in the desert for these 40 years ( 65 Years) Deu 8:2
When I am recollecting all that He has done in my life, and when i write all those beautiful awesome incidents, my faith revives, my life revives, my zeal for His glory revives. Leave alone whether others read or not benefited by my writings, I am mostly becoming enrgetic and and more lively in my life. I studied M.A English literature in my 65 th years for the sake of my grand children, to write my writings in good english, and to leave these writings for them as a Lasting Legacy.
Yes This is my Legacy to my children and children children.
People often discourage me of my wont of writing either in English or in Telugu ,online or paperback. I know why I am so much interested to write, the first reason is that God has given me some guidelines, through His word, " This is what the Lord,the God of Israel says: "Write in a book all the words I have spoken to you." Jer 30:2
"then the Lord replied, Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it" ( Internet)
Habakkuk 2;2
Write, therefore, what you have seen, what is now and what will take place later "Rev 1;19
Praise The Lord, my soul, and forget not all His benefits." Ps 103;2
I have a story, I have to share it with others, some call it as testimony, some call it a speech, but I call it,' My walk with God"I cant but share with others, I did it by spoken word, to my family, my students, to my church members, to the public, i spoke about it in TV channels, I wrote in blogs, in letters, in the books, I wrote. I cannot keep quiet without sharing it. Its not ordinary life, I believe that God has special role for me to play for Him, I knew that He dealt with me in special way to reveal His wonderful guidance in ordinary problems of ordinary people like me.
The most important reason for me to write what all that happened, and happening in my life is, I was blessed by the biographies of other children of God, I read by the life stories of other ministers, some of them are William Carey, Hudson Tailor, George Muller, D.L. Moody, Richard Wurmbrand E.H white Oswald Smith Norman Vincent Peel, Most of all Catherine Booth, and Isobel Khun. I used to read Khun's books again and again ,untill I swallowed every word of hers, every incident of her life into my guts and digested and lived. Our Daily Bread,Back to the Bible books, guide Posts Radio series, R.K Murthy speeches were my food and water, along with my sweet Telugu Bible. Every line it was supported by these books and speakers, they changed my life, they moulded my personality. Reading is great hobby, which enriched my spiritual life.
I still remember what books imprinted in my heart in what way.
book reading about the Bible made me happy and live with my Emmanuel till now. With the same hope and prayer i am not taking back from writing and publishing books though its out of fashion for our children of this generation. His command to WRITE is enough for me to write and publish.
Book reading , reading spiritual books gives you a word of coloured spiritual life, it is like climbing up and down of Jacobs ladder like angels, life will be fruitful and useful. This is my answer to all my discourage-rs, to all my negative thoughts
I started writing this journal of my walk with God in the year 1973, not even one day i missed without expressing my love for Him by writing. Being alone with Him in front of my note books and pen, and my computer and key board is my heavenly walk n clouds. There retrospecting He is, and I am by reflecting retrospecting and reliving the incidents that all that happened in the past.
. Remember the wonders he has done, His miracles, and the judgments He pronounced. Psl 105;5
I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago." Ps 77:11
Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way. He guided you in the desert for these 40 years ( 65 Years) Deu 8:2
When I am recollecting all that He has done in my life, and when i write all those beautiful awesome incidents, my faith revives, my life revives, my zeal for His glory revives. Leave alone whether others read or not benefited by my writings, I am mostly becoming enrgetic and and more lively in my life. I studied M.A English literature in my 65 th years for the sake of my grand children, to write my writings in good english, and to leave these writings for them as a Lasting Legacy.
Yes This is my Legacy to my children and children children.
Monday, September 4, 2017
Running the Race, the last mile stone....
I have completed 65 years on 28th August,2017. somehow I thought I would never could complete so many years in my life. Yes, I finished and it is mere grace of God that I could still move around, eat well and digest well nd sleep well and still able to think and write on paper.
But I feel in heart of hearts, that I have not finished many things yet, I feel i should write many more miracle God had done in my life , on paper. My daughter says, who will read , who want to read these days. so discouraging, I feel I am abandoned, of course what she said may be true, but I am looking forward that at least out of 1000 would read my books intensively, and at least 1 person out of 1000 would be benefited by one book atleast and grow spiritually in the Lord.
My heart melts, and bleeds, when I think of those days how God talked to me and moulded me in my spiritual life by the books I read, al most 45 years back. Oswald Smithbooks,, Pilgrim Progress,by John Bunyan, Isobel Khun books, Richard Wurmbrand books, Oh how wonderful was that world, How sweetly Spirit of God hovers over me, how beautifully every morning Our Daily Bread fills my soul with His sweet words, Back to The Bible Radio preachings edified me, RRK Murthy preaching and the songs, how they helped me to bow down before my Lord my saviour.
Yes one book at least one book of mine could help a seeking soul, as these incidents in these books were real and true and in fact they were miracle basing on His word.
Often I found myself that I lack words or cunningness of twisting words when I speak with with certain cunning people. I fell into their trap , i am useless not so very clever, but I have incidents , of His revelations, Now I understand why Paul said, or lamented saying, "you people may say, tht I am very powerful when I am in distance and in writing but very weak when I am with you." Lord your ways of using those who wished to be used by you is strange, you choose snails like us, who are nothing in the eyes of this world, who are so easy to be cheated by the people, but you have given us experience with you which others could not claim, you have given a language to us which others could not have, thereby I feel that I should write books, only one part of my life I wrote so far, but what about all other parts, my job, my marriage, my children, my job again, my ministry , my house, my church, and my children marriages, my retirement, my journies, everything in my life I knew that you have led me with great care and greater promises,
I am fining that each day is passing by and yet I could not finish many things, knowing very well that I am really running the last mile stone in this race of my life. I see many things are unnecessary and wasting my time, I need more time to start to write the books, many more books, whether people read or not, I don't mind,, but I need to write, I have no peace until i put everything in book form. Oh Lord help me to do my duty in this short time waiting for me. Amen
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