children

         It is His mere grace that He gives His signs of His presence to me all in a sudden ,unexpected given moment.  These moments are specially chosen moments,  mostly when He has given me to give a message of His Gospel in in an unknown place. Even these moment are carefully taken into consideration by Him, like when I deeply forgotten the surroundings and when I only concentrate my prayer at His feet, and with closed eyes,opened after I poured out my heart, there in front of me I usually get a little girl or  boy from the audience come and stand before me and intently looking unto me.  My heart touches that beautiful serene holy moment and it gives me such freedom in my spirit and I enjoy the His presence abundantly at once.

       This happened last Sunday,25-6-2017 in Hanuman Junction prayer hall. There were hardly 20 people , poor but happy faces. ll of them were from such poor background like venders of plastic things on roads, or selling vegetables, or beads in hot summer or in drenching rains, or chilly winter season.  But my heart was rejoicing seeing such sincere faces who longs to listen to the Word of God, This group is formed by the efforts of Br. Ebenezer. well educated man striving among illiterates to give gospel to them. My visit to that place was sudden, unplanned, and abrupt. He was not sure of my visit to this place till the last moment, as I could not find proper driver to my care to take me there.
out of those 20 people at least 5 of them could read Bible very clearly. There was a sweet looking serene lady with white saree came along with her husband Who came first time to the church.
These people were so simple, no pomp and show, just they are there from very distant places just to listen to the word of God. I was asked to give the word of God, and I was praying and opened my eyes, and right in front of me was a little girl of 3 years, with white spotted gown, standing right before me while all others were praying, ---I know this is not the first incident in my life, previously I gave a number of incidents of this sort. Therefore I knew at once that I was touched by His spirit to be strengthened by His Holiness.

   After the church we had very simple tasty meal. One family brought Beera chutney, and one family brought curds, and the rice was cooked by one family in the church premises before the commencement of worship.  The expenses were met by the pastor every week.  The rent for such beautiful little house plus compound was 2500/-

    No hangama , no fauna fera, no competition of any sort. It was simple worship with simple people who sang the songs heartily and listened to the word of God intently. for the next coming week they live faithfully to the Lord in thier course of life. Nobody is forcing them to come, and there was nothing to attract them in this place. One family adopted a sweet little boy aged 6 months, to rear him the mother sacrificed her selling business to earn a few coins. Only husband is working and lovely taking care of the little one. What beautiful sight, no questions, no doubts, no high ambitions, just little to live , may be a small tin sheltered one room with a public toilet,  comes to the church from 10 or 15 kms by sharing auto riksha, What makes them to come here? Faith and word of God and fellowship.  Praise God and lift up this brother's efforts to to His service faithfully in His will.

JACK OF ALL TRADES......

                       Jack of all trades but Master of none, so says the old adage.  Thomas Alwa Edison, Right Brothers, John Gutten Burg, John Newton, Abraham Lincoln, Kalidas, Amrasilpi Jakkanna, Shakespeare Mother Theresa, right from scientists, aeroplanes,printing Press, Gravity of the Earth, Poetry, ,English Literature sculpture, Social Service, whatever they take up their trade, they mastered it.. They left a legacy to the generation and generations, In the beginning they were teased, mocked, and made fun of their long hours sitting all alone in a corner, away from all human taunting, they CONCENTRATE on one Goal.

                          They had that intuition, insight, and inspiration, undaunted, undisturbed by outward forces. They either inspired by God or Mammon, whatever, they are there, shining like stars in the History of the world. Leaving a great legacy to be followed and enjoyed by the generations that followed by them.

                   
                          We know a little cooking, a little drawing, a little painting, a little music, a little embroidery, and a little singing, a little dancing, skating, we are Jacks of all trades. We are not experts in any field, we cannot bring fame or name to any field.

                          D.L Moody, George Muller, Hudson Taylor, David Living stone, Br. Andrew, Catherine Booth, Florence Nightingale, Toru Dutt,Whoever they may be they present the God they believed to win the perishing souls.  They are there all ways shining examples,

                Enoch was an ordinary man like us, but he WALKED with God, He had family, children household burdens to carry, strive for the maintenance of the family needs. yet, he got a name in the history, that God loved him so much, and He just took him away.
I wonder what happened to his family, his wife, his children, his friends, what they thought of this, how they faced the future without this Godly man after he left them abruptly?


             We are very busy not like Bee which gathers nectar, and polarise the beautiful flowers, but we are  like beetles, house flies, mosquitoes, and grasshoppers that fly , all ways busy, just for a morsel of food to stomach, and for a nap in good comfortable bed, we travel long distances, we coax ,solicit and flatter people to win a few coins in our pocket.. we think we are doing good work and having good friends to laugh with. ...we think we are famous, and great in the sight of a few group of people. Once you left them on your own errand you are nobody, nobody recognize you, neither the group you left behind will remember you.You are just a drop in the ocean. your place that you occupied is nothing...its so useless.

              But how proud we are, how confident we are, how happy we are , thinking that we, yes we are saviours of the little group we live with .
In this world of nomenclature, nobody knows their neighbour's name, then how can they love them as they are !!

                     Dreams are many, more dreams, then you are capable of, a 10th class failure thinks to become a scientist, not even attempting to pass the exam she appeared, so are the parents, aspiring for great professional courses, and buying the seats, without knowing the capability of their child, Goals are astray. The Aesop fables all ways give us inspiration, Aesop was only fable story teller, but his wisdom is great to be applied in every day life.
There is an adage, a fox saw the tiger and wanted to become ,or look like a tiger with those dark stripes on its skin, so it went to a copper smith and asked him to burn his skin with an iron rod vertically, so that he too could haw those black stripes of the tiger.Foolishness, of the strayed goals.

                    How to choose right goal in life, ,take time to think, take time to find out your capacities, your known field, your likes and dislikes, your inspiring resources human and environment, take time to PRAY,  get intuition and inspiration from the guidance of God. Paul wanted to preach in Asia Minor, with all his zeal, he was stopped by the Spirit of God, ,he never thought of going to Mecoddean island, But God gave him a vision where he was requested by two men from that place to come and preach.

        Many times what you like and think is right or not right in the sight of God, Take one step at a time, take lean upon Him, meditate on His Word to know His wish , His goal for your life. Calving Washington, was a poor boy, a blck boy ,despised and thrown away by the people. Nothing he had except the name of God. I read the biography of his again and again and again, there was something in this man.

             Are you called by God to get marry? then marry and be like Enoch, Are you called by God not to marry? then be a warrior of prayer like Calvin Washing ton, ,he proved that God inspires in his experiments, he proved that God has special purpose in his life by making use of the most usless things to become the best products of mankind. 

POEM --INNER WHEEL

Leaving a Lasting Legacy

A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE

Inner wheel is special little one within another
Its the force  of outer wheel
  Wives, daughters,sisters, grannies
With specific purpose and zeal for life
 Appreciating the talents of  every way 

 Not mere.Knitting , dishes,or colouring

 Showing better deals Is all in  the show .

A world of women  Action Plan, 

.A legacy of  deeds for  A better place to live
Leaving a Lasting Legacy.!!
For the love of life.Is all that matter.!!

Poem --Inner wheel-- girl friends

Inner Wheel is the center point of the Outer wheel

Women and Men  of the cart of life.

Without the Inner wheel ,

 No strength for the Wheel.

Thereby no life for the cart.

It's the force of life, colour of life, and very means life.

The lovely ladies, of different talents, 

Coming to the point of energy and intellect to  life.

Look, the spikes of the Inner wheel,

United, even, and rolls rhythmically

With one purpose and one goal.

Service and Friendship,

Girls friends , like in school, giggling, joking, 

showing the beauty of attire, or shining beads

No one to boss, no one to be shy off, no fear, no envy of wives.

Lovely comfortably in each company

Hugs, and shake hands, smiles and flattering.

Oh once again Girl friends in the school,

Carefree, unburden griefs, support to go ahead,

dancing and singing,digging once again

 The hidden talents of the school days.

Where you get unless in Inner wheel.?

Planning and organizing,administering

believing service to man is service to God.

Uplifting the oppressed, cheering the depressed,

Loving and beautifying the lives of ourselves and of others.

Be with us dear girl friends, once again enjoy 

 Innocent school days of Girls school. 

Leave a Legacy to family and the public 

How active and how intelligent , how talented you are

Seeing  a legend  living as mother, wife and neighbour.

Caterpillar to colourful butterfly

once again enjoy teenage and joys of life

in Inner Wheel 

You are an legend and Legacy for others.

LIFE-NIRBHAYA CASE(Curse of Eve)

LIFE is still the same, Dhroupathy was sold to five brothers to use as a prostitute, in royal palace, Our people colour it as Pativrata and take it to glorify it. What if anybody turn up the example of her in these modern days? Rape is killing the girl of her very essence of life. But Men have different opinions. They blame her dress, blame her freedom, blame her parents, blame the culture, but never their animal instinct. 9 months to 90 years..not a safe zone for a girl in this weird world.

For some jeans is an objection for some other panjabi dress is obscene. Where is vulgarity? In the eyes of man, A woman should not laugh in public, it provokes men, a woman should not walk on road, it gives evil eye to men. Agirl should not say NO to the love expressed by men , acid will be poured on her, or she will be raped.

Curse of Eve? oh yea, certainly it is, even today Women is duped by sweet words of the men, lured by their offers, the woman is vulnarable, she cannot have her own will or wish, What redeems her?


       "The victim is as guilty as her rapists ...She should have called the culprits brothers and begged before them to stop"--Spiritual Leader and alleged rapist Asaram Bapu on the Delhi gang rape and murder

         " Boys are Boys, they make mistakes.Should rape cases lead hanging? Poor fellows ,three of them have been given the death sentence. We will try and change such laws"--Mulayam Singh Yadav


  "We should stop our girls from wearing jeans" Ranvir Singh, Haryana Khap Panchayat leader.

  " Girls should be married at 16, so that they have their husbands for their sexual needs, and don't need to go elsewhere"--Sube Singh Samain,, Haryana Khap Panchayt leader.

     Rape s ar" e on the rise because "men and women interact with each other more freely now"--Mamata Benerjee, Chief minister of West Bengal.

       " When you are taking food which gives good josh you tend to be more naughty as time passes. Rapes are not in the ocntrol of the police even the villagers from coastal Andhra are wearing salvar kameez as against traditional dress. All these things provoke."--Dinesh Reddy, Police chief of Andhra pradesh.

Curse of Eve can be modified by epidural anesthesia , no pain in labor, but her very life so tender and vulnerable, unguarded. Its the curse on women . Who will redeem her? can she be guarded in school from the evil eye of the male teacher? Can she be protected from the evil father of her own? Can she be safe from the serial rapist even she was traveling with her family? Can she be protected from the husband when he pawns her in his gamble and sells her to Dhuryodhana?
Can she be protected by Rama  when she was duped for charity? kidnapped, insulted. oppressed, and pawned, is it not the curse of Eve?

Who can redeem her? Where is her shelter? having money? Having education? Having a battalion of soldiers around her? Her redeemer is Emmanuel, God with us, her resort is His name Jesus Christ, who loved and forgave the adulteress woman and changed her life from curse to a blessing.
Faith walks in everyday life, otherwise , if it is exhibited only in church premises, or on pulpits, there is no safety for women. God is her fortress, prayer is her breath, faith her armour, it redeems her from fear give her caution to live safe. 

Curse of loosing the very essence of her life is following her wherever she goes, But blessing of being a blessing gives by the compassionate only Gentle Man .Let Him be your guardian, your body guard, your companion, protector now and forever. Amen


     

LIFE --Kitchen Sink Politics

 Woman!Thy name is frailty!!

Women are told that they should be well versed only in culinary art.

 not in writing poems ,  can be well versed only in flirting.

 Intelligence is claimed by man. . 

Hello Shakespeare bro, you cannot expect more than

 that from women who were stripped intelligent pursues then and now. 

                Nala Bhima Pakam  is famous for men's culinary skills, 5 star Hotel kitchens are filled with male chefs.  Men become cooks only to seek fame and name or financial benefits. I have known the best bachelor cooks, who can cook  a banquet for 30 friends in no time.Right from shopping ,cutting cooking and serving and cleaning with ease.  

                  But married men sans cooking talent, becomes only source of grumbling. How can any one grumble at a talent which they are poor in?  It's too Cold, they say, or too hot, or too spicy or lacks salt, or salty, too sweety or tasteless.." continuously grumble through out the period of eating. Eating stomach full, not leaving space for another morsel. But grumbling continues till the next meal. 

               Women are the most docile . both she and her husband or in the same profession, say, Medical Practitioners or teaching profession. she is expected to cook or get a cup of tea ready after the duty in the hospital/school. While the poor man sans talent of cooking having hot bath ,freshly ironed clothes, and tv screen in front.

              Here is the trap. He says, "You prepare tea very good, there is miracle in your hand, the prepared food by the cook is so terrible, you cook the best." 

     Poor ignorant wife thinks that the husband is praising her, drags her self into the kitchen with her cup of tea to cook for supper.

          " Sweet heart, you know, curries from the fridge are not suitable for my tender bowls, cook any thing even  a chutney fresh enough, I will adjust" 

        Poor docile wife says. "Oh no Hubby, I will cook nice curry," And hurries up into the kitchen as it was already supper time after the long journey to reach home from the hospital/school.

                 Husband sitting in front of TV cricket show, says for name sake, "Shall I cut the vegetables?"
                 
              "Oh no need, the maid helps me", is the answer from her from the kitchen sink  washing the tea cups."
                 
           He answers her back in foreign language which is not known to the maid." Wife, please do not allow her to cut the vegetables she does not have clean hands.If you want me I will come"
                
             "Oh! Don't worry hubby I will cut the vegetables"

                         He happily sings aged old stupid song changing the words of the song,with the same tuning, "You are the queen of my kitchen"---

       she smiles in herself, and hurries up with cooking variety food for her dear husband. 

                      Husband retreats into the reading room, takes medical books/class books and updates his knowledge on diagnosing the new type of diseases/or writing a thesis for his PhD. 
                      After that he prepares a great Essay on recent developments in the field of Medicine/Education for a world famous Medical/Educational magazine.

                      By that time this poor well educated uncanny Lady doctor/Teacher finished her toil in the Kitchen and set the table for dinner.
        Then she coos, "Sweet Husband come for dinner,everything is ready."

                       He pretends that he was really tired very much and says" My sweet Queen, how lovely you are.You are working hard in hospital/school and in home" 

                        She feels shy and says," No hubby do not think so. we love each other, its for us"

                        Soon after the dinner, husband needs some more 'pleasure', the wife all ready tired says, she needs sleep. Coaxing and flattering a little more he fulfills his needs and start  soaring loudly and at once goes into the Resting world.

                             Poor wife staring at the roof, closes her eyes wondering what type of breakfast will be welcomed by her loving husband tomorrow.

                         She lags behind her profession while he is soaring into the sky. She is unknown in the town because she never attempted to study or write articles to famous medical/educational periodicals.Nor attend conferences in and out of country.

                               Once she tried to express her disappointment, saying " I am not doing justice to my profession, I do not find much time now a days.to improve myself." 
   
     He answers loving," Oh no my dear wife, you are the apple of my eye. We are one of mind soul and body,Do you think you are different and separate from me? Is not my fame is yours? Is not everything of mine is yours? she almost swoons seeing his love in his eyes breathing on her face.

                      Why a woman should spend so much time in kitchen is an eternal question because she all ways answers herself. 'Is not Sati Savithri devoted to her husband? Is not Sita followed her husbands foot steps even to the forest and even committed suicide when she was questioned of her chastity by the subjects of the kingdom and indirectly by her own beloved husband Rama, to prove herself?

     Is it not the Scriptures tell women has to give utter honour and obedience to her husband? 

                     Oh is it so? Then is it not the scriptures tells the role of woman is only giving birth to children but not working equal with her husband for the running of the home? Is it not husbands prime duty to look after the financial matters of the house?

                    But the demands of the life are too many on woman now. Once upon a time she was deprived of education, deprived of everythig, she was asked to live under the shadow of man only. She did not have individuality, the social evils of hating girl child, female infanticide, prostitution, Devadhasi system, sati sahagamana, widowhood, dowry kanyasulkm, child marriages etc etc oppressed her, exploited her, now she being educated, became a working woman earning equally with her husband is not sans the household duties, she became more burdened with double work both in home and outside, Her responsibilities doubled, and she is more oppressed now because what she earns is not hers, it should be given to husband, his family and his parents should be taken care of , other wise supremecourt gave permission to the husband to give divorce to her. As if she does not have parents, and as if she need not spend her money on her parents, as if she need not take care of her parents ,the world is still cruel to her, no one has voice to speak on behalf of her. 

She is not supposed to voice her suffering, and other women if they care her , they are called feminists and looked down by men folk.  The world is still unjustful to her.

POEM - LEGACY

Tax evading Swiss Bank accounts, Jewellery in Lockers,

Ward robe not knowing which to wear,

Assistants to pick one for you, dainties on the table

All for the tip of the tongue, not more than that,

Craving to leave a LEGACY for whom . is unknown

Its billion dollar question. Poor You !!!

LEAVING A LEGACY

Innate desire of homo sapiens, knowing well

 leaving is as intent as coming;

Its mystery endless struggle for name and fame.

Tilled  soil looks for result and lives for the day,
.

Quenching pangs,A corner to doze.

 A longing for others deep and unknown,
Going for goods,  pomp and power 

 Place above,  promising one for other.

Currency thy  name is Legacy.!

Shoes, necklaces, cars, rooms and fields

 children and children  never would know the end.

Legacy rules the man,

Birds singing,nesting and nestling, sans Legacy

Flowers, fragrantly colouring,sans Legacy.

Protagonist's of Eden,
 legacy demands Disobedience

 Books in millions,  million languages, 

Paintings of  hues and dyes,

 Michelangelo, Leona DaVanci, or Jakkanna,

Lovers Romeo and Juliet,

 Dev das and Parvathi,Salim,
 Anarkali Laila Majnu
A few known to the unknown 

Knowledge  not universal,
  Values redefined .

Enoch,  "walked with God", married, family,

But walked with God

To be vanished To be with Him. 

Preacher, writer, painter, or carpenter?

Walked with God, 

Secret of Life, Its eternal Legacy.

Poem-Just a Second

JUST A SECOND

Elegy in my Memoriam---- Sweet were the days,
sweeter the memories, Causing floods of tears, Thinking of beloved Bidding farewell million times Gives immemorial presence Forever and Forever.

The People are busy in the church

The men, women, and so are the children

Each endorsed with some important task to be done,

So is he,  with work for both hands,more than any one,

Busy like a bee, workaholic, a smile for one and al,. friend of every one

Everyone in cheery mood, to work with him is a haven,

Working for the Lord is a nectar with His presence in very nook
 Working for The coming Festival of Children,

Pamphlets distributed, children from different towns invited, , 

The kitchen crew is giggling along with tingling  vessels

Work at hand, loyal to their enthralled task, Teachers, choir,

drama crew, cleaning crew,  ticking  the works done

Planing much better  to be done

All  waiting , looking at his comely visage

A gesture, or an instruction, never an order.

He stood abruptly,as to obey an order,  book and  pen ,  

Scribbling,stand still, others stood, bewildered,

Rushed into his much loved resort, and into the arms

His faithful Help-meet .To adieu, never think of leaving

Without looking into her face, or bidding farewell  to her.

The last name he uttered was hers.

Alert at once and  took him  at once into

Her fold at once, to comfort,cajole and

Carefully, soothing strokes genteel words, a wont 

Since they met, on the first second their eyes met

In that wedding attire, Just a second, Just a second.

The same pensive look into her eyes, closed his, 

 Forever,  disappeared, unto unknown sunny clouds,

Looking down at his faithful wife.

Shocked, shrieked, the name of her Lord,  

Anchor in the time of trouble,  fortress to hide.

His entry into her life was abrupt, sudden,

From unknown  realms, The farewell

Now is as mystic as it was,....

Just a second, Yes Its Just a Second,

Everything could be changed Just as He willed

  

At His Feet--- The Secret of the Ministry

                   The disciples had close relationship with Jesus during His earthly ministry, they walked with Him and ate with Him.. The High command was searching for the body and they had an eye on the disciples, they were worried, the last rumour was worse then the first one, they saw Him doing miracles and saw Him praying to His father. But when He was on trail and going to be crucified, they left Him altogether, they thought the dream was over, the great Master is dead, and there is nothing to do, On the third day they found the tomb was empty and there is nothing to do later, not knowing what happened to His body, they just kept quiet afraid to speak a word .

        The High command gave the bribe to the guards and told them to spread the rumour that Jesus body was stolen by the disciples So They had an eye on the disciples all the time. But disciples were having great apparitions of Jesus for 40 days, John says that Jesus did so many miracles in those 40 days and if he records all those miracles performed by Jesus the recorded place for the whole lot of books,  the world will not suffice.

     So disciples were  afraid to do any thing even though Jesus showed Himself physically and told Thomas do not live without belief and asked his disciples to trust in Him,
But even then they did not have any courage to go out and preach, they shut themselves in a room fearing the High command. they we were too scared for their lives.

           The disciples thought they had very personal experience of the resurrected Christ a very special treat by Him,  they were sure He was very much alive just like them, flesh and blood but they did not have courage to proclaim the good news of His resurrection. No body can come forward to tell others that Jesus was really alive, and that He conquered the death. They did not open the mouths.
suddenly a miracle happened 
       They became courageous, bold, suddenly they started to perform miracles, they stood at the temple and proclaimed about Jesus to the people of Jerusalem, and High priest . they were no more afraid of their lives, they were happy to be beaten by people for His name sake.

What happened, Its Holy spirit.

     How many times we too are very happy for our great work for God, how many times were are just satisfied with our testimony and with our walk with Him, with our selfish prayers, for our needs, for our family, for our health, etc , did we ever show His power in the lives of the others, We are proud of our theories, our arguments, our bible quiz knowledge, our money for the extension of kingdom, but did we any time showed the Holy spirit to win the souls as in the times of Acts.
Even we who proclaim that we are filled with Holy spirit are satisfied with the TONGUES WITHOUT  KNOWING THE MEANING  to the one who speaks or to the one who listens, Then why speaking tongues? The answer is Their Spirit is praying.
GOOD.
Is that all?

        How could those  uneducated disciple,s the run way disciples,  get such courage to stand for Jesus and to speak about Him on the roads, without being afraid of the Roman? That is the work of  Holy spirit. 

    How Paul, the persecutor of Christians just turned into His follower in a second? its Holy-spirit. 
    How can the Cornelius the Roman soldier changed his life, Holy spirit, 
    How can the minister of Ethiopian queen has changed his life in second its Holy spirit,
    How can 3000, 5000 people accept Christianity in spite of the threats of High command and persecution of Roman soldiers? It the work of Holy-spirit.

    Do we have this power of Holy spirit to change the lives of people, to heal the people and proclaim the good news in face of the death? Is our religion is walking in silver shoes of comfort only to escape to face the threats of enemies?

       Author J,B Philips after spending 14 years of translating New Testament, sat back and reflected, and flipped the pages of ACTS again and again and said, the sick were not merely prayed over, Something happened there,  they were healed, human nature changed, dramatically, the fear of God was there in the ministry, the presence of Holy Spirit was flt in, the words of the ordinary disciples had power in it.There was POWER in their prayer, in their preaching. those were not empty words.

     LUKE MENTIONED THE HOLY SPIRIT WORK for 57 times in the Gospel  The Holy spirit guided them where to go where not to go, whom to meet and whom not to meet, They walked with the presence of Holy spirit. Is not the same Holy spirit promised by Jesus is still with us? Why we left Him and why we are not consulting Him any more, Jesus told us that we have to be filled with the Holy spirit and baptised in the Holy spirit and not to be satisfied with the baptism of John the Baptist.
He said clearly after Him it is the Holy spirit which would guide us and help us to do mighty things for God. Why we ignoring Him . Are we missing the most important thing in our lies?

    ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE FILLED WITH HOLY SPIRIT? IS HE NEAR TO YOU/? 

Love birds in a cage

I am reading the novel written by Samuel Beckett: happy Days.

               How the couple live after the they come to the retired age. May be they do not have any out goings or social get together . Living in western world without any identity unlike in India. People bother every one , come home uninvited , ask for things for their own use, any Casio, radio , or clothes ,utensils, or any household things which ever they needed. People usually think that because they are only two and living alone, the furniture in the house is not needed to them. And they give free advises or show their greed asking them to sell them.

            Usually lonely and old people avoid the company of the others. they do not invite any one, nor have energy to visit any one..

If they are couple the life how it would be is written in this absurd drama.

            Winnie, a right name for her character, as she all ways insists on her winning her ways of life, her habit,s her desires  from the very beginning. She is protagonist of the novel, in fact the novel is like a mono drama, Willie is there but his role is minor,  He too is a stubborn fellow with strong will , therefore his name also is an apt one for his character.  often giving importance to his will and his own life.

         Two selfish people , self centered beings living together, without much work to do or could do.
They have enough, just enough to lead a cool and quiet life, without much interruption from others. They just live to eat, sleep and do the course of the day. Nothing to do much, nor nothing to expect. Existentialism prevail in their routine. Nothing to be challenged, or nothing to be achieved. Nothing to aspire for.

             Certain families live together without any books to read, or without any entertainment like a sport or a game to play, indoor or outdoor. since morning to night they look at one another and say a word to hurt others, but never a positive word or an encouraging word for the other, The wife cooks routine, without any zeal to cook, no creativity or variety of cooking. Everyday since ages the curry is the same taste, or colour or consistency. she never bother the tastes of the family members. pours extra salt thinking if salt is more people eat less curry . thus she is saved from cooking twice in a day.
she blames her husband for everything, even for the things she did wrongly, and without any understanding.
         She wanted to send money to her daughter, so she typed the number of the ATM card back important numbers, code numbers, and the password, felt very great for she is using the smart phone to contact her daughter who is residing in a foreign country. she feels very proud of her daughter as she is studying medical course, though she is not clever, may be just to kill the patients later. after typing the numbers she posted it in wrong group rather than sending it to her daughter.
Daughter knowing this shouted at the mother telling her any one can use it and all the money in the bank will be emptied, she asked her to go to bank and immediately and change the card.
        So in turn she shouted at Willie and made him to take her to bank, number of times as she forgot her id card etc etc.
Life is miserable for the man and children in her home.

       She prays aloud, by scolding the husband and children as a pleading intersession right in front of them in the family prayer. when they are reluctant to join in prayer, she shouts at them saying that there is no religion in the house.

      Couple went out early in the morning for morning walk, they locked the house as the teenage daughter still sleeping she wont get up till 10 am as she is enjoying endless holidays since an year  during the trails of joining in new courses and coaching centers of different places. any way she decided not to work hard, she would not get any good rank in any entrance exams

  . Wonder by the time the couple reached home to their dismay they found the door lock was opened and the doors were opened and she was in her room , of course, immediately Winnie shouted that she opened the doors for her boyfriend in their absence and shouted at Willie for not scolding her and beat her, the poor

     Willie was dumb stricken not knowing what to do, This is beyond his comprehension, he was wondering what to do. The wife was shouting louder and louder and scolding the daughter with different types of slang language. the daughter also was answering back as she likes, and threatening her that she will throw her out of the wall.  Willie tried to find out the reason why the lock was opened what did she do in their absence.
     she said that she went to the terrace for a walk. awe stricken the husband has no words to speak. what to do, he said there is no proof that the boy came to her in their absence. but wife was still shouting that the girl entertained the boy in their absence.

      After noon the NCC officer called for the daughter, she said that she should not give much trouble to her dad, because of her only her dad though very virtuous and intelligent person is becoming sick. she gave number of incident how she lived in her life. Though everybody passed the NCC test if they get only 35 marks she gave an impression that she gave a opportunity to her by making revalued her paper and got her through the exam. for which she should be grateful to god, and she should give testimony in church tomorrow, so the father and the daughter going to her catholic church to give testimony tomorrow.

      The mother was too clever so she had another plan tomorrow she said, ' we will just pretend that we were going to gym tomorrow but we will stay in the corners of street, each in one corner, and see what she is going to do, and whether the boy would come or not. Willie was scared to do all such things, as he is straight forward man he did not like the idea to spy on his daughter. At the same time he is wondering what he has to do, tomorrow the rest is going to happen.

     Nothing happened, church pastor was not there to give permission. Both returned back.

Wife need to go to court as a witness for some useless case lodged by her second step mother. Actually wanted to celebrate the death memorial of her today who was murdered by her brother he killed his father and third wife.he killed them in orissa, and these useless sisters said they do not have any suspiion over their brother. so is his first wife their mother.14/6/17