Hello, it’s the continuation of my previous
“ a lil insider”
in fact there are many more things I have not come out … ah, let me put down
here, yes, infact the time is running off, and everyday some new work to be
finished, unlike those past months, which I was doing at my own leisure, lazily
and without any aim and destiny. And now
my little cuties in Virginia changed whole set of life for me even now. I wonder
how it would be once I land there into the little wonderful embraces of those
little arms, with shy and excitement.
You know jayden and my self were so much attached with
one wonderful song in my last visit.
Viz., Chirakaala snehithuda..
and early in the morning he used to come and used to ask me to play that
song from my computer. And he used to
settle in my lap with a swing in his
body while the song and dance was playing on the screen. So two days back when he was cooing so
sweetly “ ammamma” I asked him ‘do you
remember that song, chirakaala
snehithuda.. ? and I hummed that song for him.
You know what he did??hahah you will laugh with me loudly. Overwhelmed with the those forgotten
memories, and could not continue the
phone conversation, suddenly he said “ I wont talk “ and kept the device into
the hands of his mom, ( that is my daughter)
and he just closed his eyes with his both hands and sat in the chair
without a word or sound. Hahaha … that
shows his beautiful emotions of love for
me. His longing for my arrival, the
words are few ( nil) when the heart is full. That little lubdub heart is with
full of love and sweet memories for me.
What else I need more than this? You know what I am doing presently.. I am
typing all those beautiful games I played in my childhood. Just for the sake of Jessica. When I was with her last time we had had a
wonderful time under the deck , her mom tied a swing for her. And she was there
in it. And I was with a chair in front of her telling all those games , plays I
used to play in my childhood. She being a lecturer, not a student, ( a trait
she got from me..hahah) she was interrupting me in between the conversation..
and was telling me some games which were more or less like the ones I already
told her with different twists and different setups. When I expressed how wonderful are those
games, she was so frank and truthful, she told me , “no ammamma, this game I
just invented it for you to listen, but
I never played before.” Can I forget that sweet face , with such a wonderful
wise eyes?? Nah , never, I am just
waiting eagerly to meet that little sweetheart No 1. (Jessica) There fore I am noting down those games now..
Chemma chekka, oppulaguppa, gudi gudi guncham, veeri veeri gummadi pandu, kalla
gajji kanakanamma, dhaagud muthalu,
thaatuku bommalu, isaka illlu, dhaadi, ashtachemma, viakhunta pali, golieelu,
gachch kayalu, chintha pikkalu aata, idaka lo pulla aata. Kerchief aata,
chevilo maata. Nemali pincham in the
book, etc etc… How I am waiting to tell her all those games and play with
her. You know she is learning piona, so
she will be my teacher to give the first lessons of casio to me, which I have
been thinking learning since my 13 years of age. Oh you know how my daughter is waiting for me..there.
she asked for little little things, to bring, not gold not clothes, not even
eatable, she is just like her dad, ‘in this world , but not of the world” so
simple and steady, so practical and so lovely.
And my sweet sweet son (in-law)
james, he is there for me all the
time, waiting for me to see his mom in
me. We used to have very many hours of quality time sharing and meditating the
word of God.
I am waiting for a PLACE of beautiful surroundings,
and Pleasant Valley is a promise given
to me in 2008 and to stay there for
this summer would be a great opportunity to be alone, in His presence , in the
presence of my dear children, (Pleasant
valley is the name of the place where my children live in Virginia, its near
Chantilly. ) I have been thinking to use
these beautiful surroundings in creating something fruitful. I want to
translate the Pictorial Pilgrim Progress
into Telugu language for the sake of
young children. This would be my achievement , God willing. These and many other, things await for
me, in coming days, I aspire for those
green lawns where we three will play running after one another. Poor little Jessica , she used to be very
fond of those Rice Andhra cakes I used to made for her. This time I want to make many more little little
sweets for the children , quantity wise very less and make them taste the hand
of ammamma. Atleast now there are two little birdies in the nest in
Virginia just waiting for me makes me
thrilled, and enthusiastic, and
smily. Waiting waiting and waiting for
25th of March.. uhm.. God is my THODU( companion, any way Immanuel,
is with me. Isn’t it? Yes He is.
