As the Days go by and by.....

Days going by, and by, and the minutes and hours just passed away, at the end of the day when i would like to review i feel i have achieved nothing , just a day passed. That is all. Nothing seems to have real meaning in it. As i need to do certain things i do them. some times even i do good, only negative feed back comes in the way. so i go by just doing nothing some times. sleeping eating and getting ready to college, driving and resting. That is all i do, when i kneel down to pray, tears and tears, and nothing comes out of it. but i know my Redeemer is alive and He cares for my tears. Sometimes i am afraid of my own tears, and try to escape those moments too. so is the same. Let me wait for a day when i would be really feel happy in heart of hearts.