But when it comes to Happy's home, my visit to her are completely different. What I take for them are the things which they do not get in USA, my journey is completely different from my ammamma or my dad, I travel by airplanes, which was never thought of my parents. May be my dad traveled by airplane only once in his life.
I have been thinking of taking my mom also by airplane and give her the experience of it, but I have not done it till now. cause she is not as active as she used to be, nor liking to travel the distances.
This is what i am also experiencing now, just two years back too, i was anxious to meet people and make relations with them , like to see new places, and taste new foods etc. But now i feel that everything is useless, and i have no appetite to taste, or desire to see new places. All that i need is a quiet room all by self where i can do my things in slow pace without any disturbances from any one. Even talking or laughing also become useless tome. i have no strength to move fast, or walk to meet people.
I need a book to read or TV to be entertained, and a computer to type and get news from my friends.
Friends?/ they too are very limited. what all about that juicy news we used to share in college departments? what happened all about that sharing of one another sorrows and joys? People used to wait for me to tell me something of their life, when i was working in college. But now there is nothing to talk , with another.
How can the next generations would know the owes of the parents.
only a few have that heart to melt to the sorrows of the older people and older parents. Bless them.
