Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Engraved in His palm. ( not yet completed)

The Lord is good to me, I feel His great presence and love more closer than any time, recently.  wow He is so concern about me and He is taking every detail of my life. He has given me the most cozy life and he takes care of every detail of my life. Nothing is lacking, Jehovah is my shepherd I shall not lake  is the psalm rules my life.  Such a comfortable life, such a cozy nest of home, such a wonderful friends, to talk and to meet at my convenience.
2012 Christmas gift.
My friend Dr. Nirmala Devi and my myself tried to spend some time in the church on the eve of Christmas and on our way back home we suddenly found a Big Star on the house just opposite of mine. Actually they are non Christians as their walls were full of pictures of idols and Hindu religious symbols. So  I was under the impression that they were Hindus. But after seeing the Christmas decoration and the Nativity crib  and that Big star on their terrace ( behold this is the sign to you...) we both were pleasantly surprised and went to theri home with a packet of christams eatables.  There we come to know that the head of the family the the older couple are the believers, and baptized Christians.
In the course of conversation, I come to know that they have a little business of catering to the weddings and small functions.   The head of the family informed me that they would give me a breakfast the next day along with a little dinner for six people which i ordered.  later i just suggested how about if they could provide breakfast and lunch everyday and they accepted for rupees 2500/for  which i immediately agreed.
Therefore i am getting this Christmas gift from my Father in Heaven since 26th of Dec 2012, till the date . Imagine  i do not have any work of buying provisions,  vegetables, etc  and those long hours of cooking at the stove. No strain and stress early in the morning. just relaxingly i prepare something at 7pm to gulp ,nothing very special but to have a little thing in the belly. Isn't it great, after all these years of toil , since 1979, now i am enjoying again the days of my youth, wonderful, God in His mercy is so kind enough to take care of me even in these little small tasks, and indeed taking care of me just as He has told us, engraving me in His palm.  Yet how feeble is this faith, often , fearful, fearful of my own strengths and weaknesses, fearful of unnecessary things, Did'nt he taken care of me in the trip of Jerusalem and gave John as my bonus support? everything is good in His sight, and everything is so trivial in His sight, and everything is so cute in His sight, yet , this decieving heart is there all ways to question Him and doubt the things that were beautifully arranged for me.  Wonder why God in His merciful abundance of Love  bears with me. Often I get a question in my little brain, must be God has had a special plan for me little life even before i was formed into the womb of my mother, uhm, then He was much pleased with me even before I entered into this enthralls of the earth